I was talking this morning with a friend of mine about my future plans for this project. He told me that i am writing in a very personal way, sharing my personal thoughts at the daily reports. This was strange for him (i can't remember his words exactly; probably he told me that in a different way that i have forgotten it now). We often, when something is difficult, choose to forget. I answered to him that sometimes i stop myself for writing more because the exposure scares me.
It is Tuesday today, the third day of recovery after the long Trail. I was running at the Athletic Center of Panorama and i was thinking the conversation with this friend of mine. At that time i cached myself to do exactly this, censoring myself. What i did was conscious. I had many and different thoughts that was personal and i stopped myself. I did it deliberate and with stability. I tried to focus on my goal, to recover and keep in touch with my body and especially with my parts that was in pain.
What a race like this offer to the runner is unique and you realize it over time. After three days and my body together with my soul are “working up” in themes that came up during the day of the race. This was the trigger for taking this photo today. The bag for the supplies was hanging up to the rails of the Athletic Center of Panorama. It was like watching my effort for recovery.
For me it is a replete image.