I was running today and i was thinking the crisis that we live in since 2010. In such conditions people are treating in a good or bad way. They can't be in the middle. I observe it at myself as well. Despite some bad business choices i belong to the category that transforms the crisis to a chance for change. I started running and this is the best turn that i dared to do. I am absolutely sure for this. Crisis forces people to born new ideas, to create, to keep going in a way, to search and look forward. This is the positive result of experiencing difficulties in life. Maybe, following this way we could "save" ourselves.
I was thinking all these following a beautiful path. Afterwards, i realize that i thought something worthy to be concept, something not really bad. And then, at the end of this nice path i looked around and i saw one or two police squads. My eyes were obscured, my emotions changed, was wilder than before, more black, incongruous with the nature around, with our existence. I have run to this race from the beginning, 3 times since now. I haven't checked it with the people that organize this race but i think that the area is not the same. It has changed because of the destruction.
I wrote it at the end of the questionnaire "Gold exists inside us and not in the earth".
Concerning the race i didn't see athletes that other times were the protagonists. Maybe this happened because of the race at Rodopi that is coming soon. Anyway, it was sad that there were not even the number of athletes that took part to this race last years.
I find it necessary to be there, as many as we can, for the survival of the forest, for the oxygen that we breathe, for all that we enjoy because of the existence of nature. I finished the race and without changing my clothes i went to the faucet that i found when i was warming up before starting the race. I changed my clothes there and refreshing myself.
Although was in a big hurry to go back home, i went back and gave the questionnaire to the organization of the race. It is for everybody and for everything, not just for the race.
Back to me, at this race i pushed myself more than ever. Especially, after the 15 km i reduced my speed and after a while i had intense cramps at my legs despite the salt sticks that i ate. It was very strange. I observe, always, the reaction of my body after some choices I make, when i am preparing for a race and during the race. The remarks are my guide for the next try. From all these, two are the most important that i would like to keep. I really enjoyed the race and i understood better the psychology of the athletes that are the protagonists in a race. I realized the pressure that they give to themselves and accept from the others as well. This was a great lesson for me. I focus on that because at this race, until the middle of the route, i was ahead in the rankings.
Nevertheless, the pressure didn't allow me to have more personal thoughts. The new experience was that many times some feelings were coming suddenly and overflowed. Then i was crying and sometimes made choke chains cries. The effect of running.
The photo of the hedgehog that i took yesterday brought me good luck as well. I remember how scared he was when he listened to the noise of my camera. Today, it was the 182 ongoing day of running. In the middle of this try and little afterwards. If you add 182 plus 182 you will find the days of the project, 364. Maybe i will refer on this writing the next report.
I planned this report while i was driving back from the race. Scribbles and writings in the atmosphere of my car, notes and lyrics. I stuck listening a song "The Rock" by Pavlos Sidiropoulos. It was not accidental. When I was running, earlier at Seih Sou forest, I thought that I would like to have the name Peter. Nevertheless, those were my thoughts while driving back home. I hope you endured to read me until here. I liked the lyrics of the song:
and i am looking all those that pushed them a hand
and they forced to make wings..."
You can hear the song here.
All these because of running...i hope we will be healthy to resist...